I know that nobody knew this already, but time really flies when you have a steady job. Wild.
As a general update, I’m still loving it at work, and now I’ve been there long enough to dismiss my main (and pretty much my only) concern about rejoining the “nine to five” crowd.
The somewhat silly fear of mine about getting back into the office-work grind was the correlation that seemed to exist between my increased pain & frequency of illness, and the last time I was working at a desk for 8-9 hours a day.
I don’t have any logical reason to believe there’s a connection between the two, but the whole four months that I worked 7am-4pm in a moderately stressful environment and was spending quite a bit of time (see: 3.5 hours) commuting a day, I felt like I was barely keeping my health together. I mean, for one thing, there was the stroke code day…and then at least one other repeat incident just within those four months.
Maybe it wasn’t the “style” of work and the environment, but the stress of it all. It’s also really hard to get up before 5am, which I did regularly. I was also not the happiest in my personal life at the time, which surely added to the garbage pile of conditions that contributed to my feeling run down all the freaking time.
The odd part, and the part that made me feel like it was the desk work that was messing with me, is the fact that I’ve never experienced symptoms while waiting tables that were anywhere near as intense and frequent as they were during those four months. Working as a waitress is physically demanding and definitely stressful, but wasn’t really problematic for my health. What gives?
All of that aside, I have to give credit to the way my current company emphasizes wellness. I probably switch from working sitting down to standing about five times a day, and I relocate from room to room, as well. At certain points in the day, I find I’m much more focused at a proper desk, but at other times I find the light music and atmosphere of our cafe-style kitchen area to be extremely relaxing while I work through my to-do list. Not being confined to one desk & chair for hours on end definitely contributes to my staying sane at work and, call me crazy, I think helps my blood circulate…? Naturally, I still don’t know what’s so odd about my circulation (other than the very comforting information I was given by my doctor that my heart “doesn’t take as much blood back as it should”)…but I know it’s funky, and I know switching up the position I’m in helps prevent fatigue, lightheadedness, and that fun feeling of weakness in my limbs.
Anyway, that was a long road to get to this other super cool perk: pretty much anyone can work from home whenever they need to.
My first cynical thought was that people must abuse this privilege, but from what I’ve seen, I really don’t think anyone does. It’s a great option for those who are feeling ill but know they can still get their work done from their laptop. It’s been one month and I haven’t even had so much as a cold, which I expected would happen immediately after getting back into an office environment. Shout-out to discouraging people from coming to work ill!
Knowing that I have this option is also a HUGE relief when it comes that one day a month that I’m barely comfortable leaving the house for fear of…well, disaster. I haven’t figured out how to bring this up to whoever I’ll have to speak to about working from home that day, but I figure I’ll just talk to one of the many females in the office about how to go about the whole thing. The thought of not having to spend that whole day paranoid, getting up from my seat once or twice an hour…oh my gosh. It’s like Christmas morning, y’know?
Annnd with that in mind, remember when I brought up Nadya Okamoto, the found of PERIOD: “a nonprofit that gives women access to the period products they need to feel confident and clean every menstruation cycle, no matter their income” (from the PERIOD website’s “About” page)? Well, I finally found a very cool way to get involved, which I want to share.
On October 19th, there will be rallies in all 50 states for National Period Day. The fact that I feel this immense relief and gratitude over being able to stay home when I have my difficult days makes me feel even more frustrated for those who don’t have that luxury, or even the ability to afford the most basic period products just to get themselves through the day.
This link will lead you to information about the rally. If you want to go to the one in NYC, let me know! If you’ve never rallied before – don’t even worry about it, neither have I. I don’t know what’s going to go on my sign, but I have a week to figure it out. It’ll almost definitely involve a meme.
If none of this is for you and you’re wondering “is this the whole post?” …yes, yes it is. But for all of my people who:
- have had their pain dismissed by doctors for being “just period pain”
- have gone out for the day just to rush right back home and stay there until it’s over
- have experienced doctor’s office frustration tears
- have lied to their employer for fear of grossing them out with the truth
- have been made to feel “gross”
- have ruined clothes
- have had to buy emergency replacement clothes
- just want to stop having to put so much thought and energy into both taking care of yourself and also feeling like you have to hide all of it
…the more people who show up to events like this, the more likely the issue is to be taken as seriously as it needs to be, someday. Someday soon, hopefully.